YO WADDUP y'all it's taylor!!! (yitaemin). i've decided to stretch out my astrology from discord onto the official HDA website for anyone to enjoy!
Week of july 5th
where is the source of your strength? your confidence, is it from within you or does it come from the acceptance and affection of others? looking for guidance everywhere that isn't where you are. no one can tell you what is the best path. know when
you don't have to "be strong" all of the time. you're allowed to be soft and show emotions that you'd probably like to hide to avoid being seen as "weak" by those who look up to you. you know, showing those people vulnerability could actually help them open up with you.
you might be having some out of body experiences and you feel disconnected from yourself. viewing your life and your choices from a new perspective. it could feel scary. try to come back to your mind and ground yourself. you're being called to work harder for your goals
infatuation isn't love
for some there is a lingering & deep unhappiness that you might not be able to say where it originates. exhausted but you can't sleep. tired of feeling like you're not enough. some of you may have lost close friends or a support system. you long for a sense of belonging
there will be a sharp clarity that comes after a storm. someone you love might need help beyond your abilities. and that is not your fault, you can only give as much as you are able. i'm seeing a lot of recovery for you. maybe for those you know. slowly beginning to heal.
is the relationship moving forward? is it growing? do you feel the pull to make some ultimate decision about your love life? some of you haven't learned your lesson from past mistakes. make a promise to yourself to not focus on anything negative for one day. just one day
a desire to make a choice, a change. but you can't see the whole picture. you don't know everything that is available to you, so maybe wait. did you lose grasp on your emotions? you've been flexible & adapting, but have you lost yourself along the way? what do YOU want?
some you feel like your emotions & your life aren't under your control. there are some authoritative figures that might be making decisions for you that you can't comprehend or fight. you might feel tricked, lied to, & defeated. walking away now will be very difficult.
difficulties with family. are you close with your family? maybe their "good intentions" feel controlling/judgmental. in love: you're refusing to let go. focusing on the sadness/negative. not moving on. do you miss them, or do you miss the feeling of being in love?
are the boundaries you've set for yourself & your heart, as strong as you want them to be? some of you are battling with internal conflicts, lies, and impulsive behavior. you want to DO something, but what? plan first. set better boundaries & come out of isolation.
know yourself. truly, i mean. accept that there is so much that you don't know yet. the world is big & there is much more for you to learn & grow. you are desired because of your unapologetic, outspoken personality. the burdens you feel are temporary. act cautiously.
some of you are taking the steps to emotionally detaching yourself from a toxic situation that has probably been in your life for a long time. what was once harmonious turned sour, and you're ready to disconnect from that emotionally. no longer nurturing the ungrateful.
- i hope this reassures you and lets you relax! STAY TUNED NEXT SUNDAYS. - yitaemin
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Edited by: Vibrational